I've been very tense lately. Don't know why, everyday i just feel stress. I think this is all because of me pumping milk , worrying that the milk is not enough for my bb so when something interrupted and i can't pump my milk on time, i got stress up. If i wake up slightly late in the morning, i got stress up worrying that my girls might be waking up while i'm pumping. Then i have to make sure Xinru nap after taking her bottle in the morning, so that i have time to pump and cook lunch for Xinyi. Then i have to make sure both girls taking their nap at the same time at the afternoon so that i have time to pump again. During night , i have to make sure both girls sleep early so that i can pump without dragging it too long. haiiii .. why am i so worrying about pumping milk? How nice if Xinru can just nurse on breast. HOw nice if both my girls don't have any allergies issue and i can just feed her formula.
I need to relax. How can i go throught this everyday if it's always so tense. I'm not happy at all . I'm not enjoying my kids and the moment that i spend time with them. I always wonder in my mind whether what is the next pumping session.
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Oh dear... you are so stress out, is there any ways I can help you? Why your bb is not directly sucking? Where do you stay, I wish I can visit you... email me if you can at sharinechl@gmail.com
Sharine, thanks for offering help. I'm actually feeling alot better now. I think those are the days i'm feeling so down and depress so i just need to write down something. My bb rejecting McB at 3rd months , after i spend a few days in the hospital with my elder daughter. Before that i was doing mix of direct nursing and feeding with bottle because she keep falling asleep on the breast and do not drink alot. I guess bb got the nipple confusion.
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