My BB born in Dog Year

Picture speaks the word....

There is a little baby need help

Baby Qistina is suffering from liver cancer and need money for her medical treatment. Go to this website for detail . http://www.qistina.org./

She is such a cute baby. So sad that she has to go through all this suffer.

My present from Shanghai

Hubby came back from a short trip to shanghai last saturday night. On the way back from airport to our home, he told me that he had bought some books for xinyi and 1 book for me. Well, since this is a very short trip, i won't demand alot and 1 book is definitely good for me.

See what book xinyi's papa get for me?




Wooiiiiii, xinyi's papa, you sure this book is for me kah? Just that it has the word "mama" on the cover doesn't mean that the book is for me ler.

This is xinyi chewing on my camera porch this morning.

Xinyi's lunch

This is what xinyi eat today. Inside got brocoli, red spinash, carrot and pork. Looks yummy or not?



And this is my little bb girl, xinyi..

Double Cheese Burger, yummy yummy!!

Few days ago when my hubby went out dinner with his friends he asked what to "da bao " for me from McD. Being sick of always having Fillet O Fish, i decided to go for double cheese burger. And guess what, it's so delicious and i start to crave on it. I told my hubby that day that i want to make my own double cheese burger and my hubby is showing his normal black face and said "wooiii, very fatty one you know.. ". OK lar, i know i've put on alot of weight since i stop bf my xinyi but when it come to food, i cannot resist one you know. Anyway, didn't manage to get any ingredient for me to make double cheese burger when we went for our grocery shopping last weekend. Today i have to go to bank to transfer money for my sister and i wanted just to da bao the economy rice from a kopi tiam , just next to the bank. But i went there too late and all the dishes sold out. So happily i just drove to MCD and dabao my favourite double cheese burger lar. Wah shiok!! I order large somemore ler.. OK, just the fries and drink is large i also happen to love fries too. Come home, i just let xinyi play in the living room and i happily sit there and enjoy my burger and fries. Well, no photo to show. I will try to take more photo next time and update it in the blog.

Mother's day update

My mum called me saturday (a day before mother's day) that's she already received the gift from me and my sister (the one that i order online) and she is very happy, but she didn't sound very happy ler. I know deep down in her heart she is sad that all her kids are not around her. My parents stay in perlis, which do not have much job oppoturnity and that's why all her kids are working out of state. Like me, i used to work in penang and now i got married to a penang kia and settled down here. My brother work in penang too and he got married to a penang gal and settle down here too. My sister is still single so she decided to work in singapore (to earn Sing dollar mar). My brother is still studying in Melacca, but with his major bet he won't be back to perlis and most probably will end up in KL or penang. So you see, none of us will be staying in perlis to accompany my parents. I've asked them whether they plan to move to penang but they are reluctant. They will lost all their friends and their social life if they move to penang. Not to mention that they only able to afford a small apartment in penang with the money they have (my parents now stay in Semi D in perlis ler). And the most important thing that make them reluctant to move out also because my grandparents are still in perlis . My father being the only son definitely not abandon his parents.
Ok lar. now want to know how i celebrate my first mother's day as a mother? As what i expected, no gift from my hubby on this day lor. But on saturday night my hubby brought me to one of my favourite restaurant to have my favourite French Onion soup and Ribeye steak. Yummy yummy!! So not bad lar. And on sunday, we brought my in laws to have a good lunch at Flame, a steamboat restaurant. So that's how i celebrate mother's day lor. Nothing too special lar.

Mother's Day

I have a special feeling on the mother's day this year. Mainly because this is the first year that i celebrate mother's day as a mother myself. Since xinyi is still too young to understand this special day and get me something as an appreciation, i indeed hope my husband wiill at least get me a carnation or a small celebration on behalf of our daughter. Well, I will just keep my finger cross, mother's day is tomorrow and my hubby still have at least 2 days to get me something. I have hint him enough that i would like at least receive some flowers...:P But being not so sentimental person, i don't think he will really get me anything. He probably will think that he had brought me to have dinner at Nandos yesterday night and that's already consider a celebration for me. Haha..
My mum will be celebrating mother's day alone in perlis this year. My dad will need to attend a meeting in KL and won't be around that day. All of us are not staying in perlis anymore and we are not making any trip back to perlis on that day as well. My mum called me the other day and sounds a bit sad, so i decided to order something online for her. I order a 12 stalks of carnation (original order in purple color but they only have red), and a hampers which got some bird nesk, chichen essense etc. It's rather expensive, cost more than USD 100++. But i still is worth it if it can make my mum smile on that day. It suppose to deliver as a surprise for her but my sis is so worried that my mum might be going out on that day so she already hint my mum that she will be receiving something and hope that my mum still stay at home. Aiya, spoil the surprise pula. However, the florist called me yeterday said that they are not open on Sunday so they will deliver the flowers+ hampers to my mum one day earlier. Don't really feel happy about it but no choice. So i guess it will still be a surprise for my mum cos she will receive it today instead of tomorrow. Now i'm waiting at home, hopefully she will called me and said she already receive the flowers + hampers and it 's priceless if i can hear her happy voices.

I need to learn to let go

I always feel that i know my baby the best and no one else on the earth know how to take care my bb well except me. Whenever i have to leave my baby to someone else, it always linger in my mind whether my bb is being fed on schedule, whether she has been fed with water, whether her diapers is changed, and so on and so on.
Just like this two days , i've been sick and my MIL come help to take care of my little xinyi. I will keep on checking on whether my MIL prepare the correct amount of milk for her, whether she bath her with the correct shampoo, whether she applied cream after her bath, whether she give her enough water to drink., whether she feed her on the correct schedule. And even worse, i checked whether she use the correct plate and spoon to feed her and even remind her that she is using the wrong plate... :p And of course, my MIL show her unhappy face and tell me that everyone do things differently mar.. . I know i'm a little bit too much but i just feel worried.
I really need to learn to let go. MIL is doing her best to take care of her granddaughter and i know she is trying her best to follow my way too. I shouldn't spend my time checking on all the stuff she is doing instead i should be resting so that i can get well soon enough to take care of my little xinyi.
Oh xinyi.. mummy haven't kiss you for so many days already and mummy miss you terribly... But have to wait till mummy recover from the cough first.. love my little xinyi..